I am trying a new approach to writing. I believe it will be helpful if I spend a few hours or days planning out what it is that I want to write. For a time there were many subjects that I wished to write about, but have never been able to fully commit to task. I know that writing is compensatory action for existing within the system of white inferirocracy. It is with that acknowledged…
I am attempting another THC tolerance break. It has gotten to the point where I am no longer feeling the effects at any dose. Though I have tried in the past few weeks to stop, I failed.Maybe by journaling about the experience, my thoughts could be less toxic. Initial thoughts I know that my cannabis use is one of the reasons that I feel existential dread. The feeling I get while high is preferable because…
Suffered from insomnia and have been up since midnight. Managed to get up afterfour hours of lying around. Did yoga and pullups. I think I’m upset that I have to take the cloud engineering exam earlier than I had wanted. But the opportunity was given to me and if I fail I know I can always try again. My Afropessimistic and Anarchist thought process is screaming at me again. It’s the same valid critiiques. You’re…
It’s been a few days since the last writing prompt. For today’s topic, I am to write on being loved. This will be another difficult question to answer. First, I know the world has several different meanings. On being loved, I know I’ve experienced it from my family and friends. I have yet to experience it romantically, but that’s for the best at present. I have recently rediscovered love of myself and will continue to…