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The coming short

Today is supposed to be the start of the gamma shorts. I’m holding and following along as I should. It may be only one or two shares of eacj but every bit will help.

l had to reschedule my Cloud Engineering exam for February 20th, 2021. I misunderstood that the voucher should have been used within fifteen days to register for said exam.

I’ll have to put entertainment needs aside for the next couple of days to increase my success rate.

I’ll start by reviewing the material provided by one of the instruuctors for study tips.I’ll do a practice exam by the end of the week.

While training is going well at work, prito experience and Afropessimism have reared it’s head. I’m having doubts in the back of my head. I’ll admit, I’m investing so I don’t have to spend the majority of my life renting my time.

Even with an IT career that is lucrative, until such a time that I can prove usefulness without a degree, I’m still at a disadvantage. I still don’t like interacting with people and that’s needed to move through a career.

The thought of having my career detrimined by other people frightens me.I watched my parents through the indignitie of serving people who thought lesser of them. When their livelihoods were threatened for not knowing thier place in the world.

I refuse to put myself in that position and I want out of the 9 to 5 asap. I can’t afford to be complacent.

 

For now, I just have to learn and move forward and practice my psychologicl fortitude.