I’ve resigned myself to writing for my own personal benefit instead of remuneration. In the last several years of trying to configure myself into functioning within the system of racial capitalism, I have only made myself miserable. As of writing, an ageing autocrat has invaded another sovereign nation for the foolishness of an immortality project. The collective inhumanity that I, as a dislocated African experience, alongside billions is once again shrugged off as nothing more than an exaggeration from those who benefit from our legalized social death.
War and Political Education
I have taken to self-study of my peoples’ history around the world. I can no longer wait for the dominant culture to educate itself when the material has been available for decades, if not centuries of the crimes that we continue to live under for the delusion of progress.
The material benefits of supporting whiteness will not free me or those who think they will be free by going along with this insanity. In my studies, I have progressed from liberalism to socialism, Pan-Africanism, Afropessimism and ultimately Anarchism.
I am now of the belief that all current organization of Human society is nothing more than coercive violence that expects my subjugation at best and demands my extinction at worse. There will always be those who can be broken down and reconfigured to be governable to aid whiteness. Being aware of this injustice, I can no longer repress the knowledge of this gross contradiction.
I continue to refine my self-education to unlearn the intentional inferiority of my being. I can not and will not support the system of wage slavery that has immiserated billions for the delusion of material benefit.
Neo-feudalism, Wage Slavery and Existential Dread of the masses
We are slaves in all but name alone and I cannot, will not and must not back down from this truth. In order to be free, one must be able to see reality as it is; and that is terrifying to the masses who cannot and will not do for themselves if they can help it. Nobility has not gone away, we have just made it so ubiquitous that we are unable to see it functioning. Further, when pointed out to the masses, unsurprisingly, one faces more stigmatization for daring to shatter the illusion of ‘freedom’ or ‘opportunity’.
No one is truly free. Period. It is mythology used to repress one’s awareness of insignificance, expe3ndability and inevitable death that we, as Human beings, must face. Civilization is the irrational expression of trying to prevent the awareness of death. Period. Change is constant and with change comes death. In order to repress the fear of death, we as masses, have been conditioned to absolve ourselves of free will to unjust and opportunistic authority.
These authorities have many names and configurations but all serve the same purpose, to repress the terror of not being able to live one day.
Be in career, sexual experiences, travel, religion, education, toil, philosophy, economics, war etc. these eventually do not repress our understanding that the lives that we live are not our own.
We are all slaves but in name alone.
Therefore, in order to free me from this contradiction, I withdraw inward and free my mind first. Once my mind is free, the body shall then follow.
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